IS IT CAUse really nice dream or is it cause reality is a stupid lil bitch nd I don't wanna deal with it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I dunno ¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯